
For awhile, I had a pretty good writing routine down but that was interrupted by the three week field research gig in May. I thought I'd get my groove back after that. But, no. I thought that planning for the library programs would fit in, but not as nicely as I hoped. Then there was a job application that took me forever. And hanging out with my brother's kids while he and his wife went away, and then the job interview.

This week I thought I'd be able to start back into a routine (although that word makes me cringe), but Mom went into the hospital again. So on top of the outside concern of what's wrong now, there's that inside one of...when? It could be anytime. It could be ten or twenty years.
Maybe I should just give in and watch movies all day. Do a little token house work each morning and work through my Netflix queue, supplementing it with Fassbender films from Amazon or Redbox. Devote a few minutes to Craig's List and Indeed.com to look for jobs. Give it up and wait for...what?
I thought straightening up the office would help. And cleaning up the clutter on my desk.
I havebeen thinking the same thing. I love teaching summer school but this year I'm having to work really hard to finish. And the writing, and my other job are piling up while I sit uninterrupted watching dvd sets. But in the back of my mind, I know I need to get moving out of this rut of under motivated.
ReplyDeleteIt is such a mental thing, isn't it? I went to bed last night I'll get up and dive right into writing before anything can get in my way, but here I sit wanting to crawl back into bed with my husband.
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